I Trust You

I trust you
I trust you
I trust you
I trust you
…

So far from confidence
So far from feeling whole
Does it even exist anymore?

Embarrassed to love you outright
I can neither let go
Nor let you be happy

I wanted you to be happy with me

I trust you
I trust you
I trust you

That you tell me the whole truth
That you don’t shield your reservations
Protecting that that can destroy us
In case of failure

You assure our fate
Just as I do with my accusation
By pretending you love only me.